Reflections on matters of life: “what is God’s will”

Reflections inspired by the factual examples set forth in the light of holy father’s lives

What is God’s will?

<<<Matthew 9:12-12

But when Jesus heard that, he said unto them:

“They, that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick.

But go ye and learn what that meaneth.

I will have mercy, and not sacrifice.

For I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.>>>

I have long pondered over different matters, and most specifically each of our own struggles regarding carefully selected life changing decisions or the call for holy spontaneity or simply endurance through times of troubles which is nothing else but a confirmation within our being of a living faith and freely wishing to abiding to “the flock” of Christ, recognised as Saviour, worshipped together with the Father and the Holy Spirit, as one Triune God, revealed to us through the incarnation of the Son, The Word.

Furthermore, reading upon the lives of our Ascetic Fathers, Macarius the Great and St David of Gareji, I have recognised an identical episode in their lives, (that is false accusation of adultery), to which they have each responded in different ways. Through these righteous men, whom we now honour as Saints, God has given me the opportunity to marvel yet again when observing the freedom with which God endows His loyal servants to act through.

Below I have compiled a succinct presentation which shows the impact on the world when one responds with silence & prayer to false accusations, whilst, through suffering, awaits and hopes on God’s intervention to save all that take part in the act of life.

Versus the response of the world when learning the truth & the lies which, by the choice of the innocent who was unjustly accused, were exposed immediately

In the life of St Macarius the Great we read that, through false accusations of adultery, he humbly accepted beating, scorning, public shame, and responded to unjust demands with the virtue of patience and obedience, by labouring to provide for the woman who was supposedly pregnant with his child.

He carried on working and praying, peacefully accepting EVERYTHING as the will of God. Even more so, repeating in His mind, peacefully and with utter meekness of heart “God has given me a wife and a child, I must work to provide for them”.

My personal observation here is the eagerness to assume any life scenario, through the spotless submission to the will of God which perfectly crucifies the ego of man.

In faith perfected by grace, the will of God is wisely acknowledged and differentiated from self will, the world’s or enemy’s.

A man equipped with this inner device of accurate assessment, has also acquired freedom in his actions which are thus sealed with perfect love for His Master.

St Macarius dwelled 9 months in the ways of serving the woman with child, and, weaving baskets and selling these to the market, he was able to provide everything required of him for her material needs, enduring everything, keeping a low spirit before God and never rebelling over the surrounding matters.

More especially hard, it must have been for him to think that God has taken away the vocation of a hermit and entrusted a woman with child to his care.

St Macarius deliverance arrived at the time when the lying mother couldn’t give birth and both her life as well as the child’s were at peril.

As soon as she confessed to her entire family and community the shameful act of false accusation by revealing the name of the child’s father, she was able to deliver the child. Simultaneously, God delivered His Saint, out of the hands of the persecutors, who immediately acknowledged his holiness and wanted to honour him alike. However, the Saint took flight from such honours and left the grounds of that community, never to be seen again by them. God directed his steps further into the desert, in the wilderness, opening new horizons ahead.

On the other hand we have as an example the life of Saint David of Gareji (6th June) and His disciple Lukian who settled on a mountain above Tbilisi, the capital of Kartli.

At that time Kartli was constantly under threat of the Persian fire-worshippers. Saint David would spend entire days in prayer, beseeching the Lord for forgiveness of the sins of those who dwelt in the city.

Saint David’s authority and popularity alarmed the fire-worshippers, and they accused him of adultery, in an attempt to discredit him in the eyes of the people. As a “witness” they summoned a certain expectant prostitute, who accused him of being the child’s father. Hoping in God, the holy father touched his staff to the prostitute’s womb and ordered the unborn child to declare the truth. From out of the womb the infant uttered the name of his true father.

Outraged at this slander, the bystanders savagely stoned the woman to death. Saint David pleaded with them to stop, but he was unable to placate the furious crowd. Deeply disturbed by these events, Saint David departed the region with his disciple Lucian. (Pls see the full life https://www.google.co.uk/amp/s/animalsofmyheart.wordpress.com/2018/08/02/757-94-383/amp/)

Upon completing the reading we observe how, through long suffering/obedience/patience/ self sacrifice, God was able to deliver the woman and her child from the hands of the enemy whom she was serving through her lies

Whilst,on the other hand, through exposure of the lies and public confession of truth, two human beings (a woman and an unborn child) have unexpectedly lost their lives through the uncontrolled rage of their co-citizens. At that sight, even the Saint was disturbed and couldn’t immediately understand God’s providence

However, surely everything is governed by the stronghold of the Almighty.

Surely we know that Christ told us that He is The Way, The Truth and The Life

On this account, the confession of Truth, Christ, Son of God, Who together with the Father and the Holy Spirit is worshipped and glorified, from the blameless unborn child, whilst in the womb of his mother, a prostitute, brought to them both, through the crown of martyrdom, the baptism with blood and thus inheritance of eternal life.

Glory be to You our Lord and Our God, glory be to You!

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Romans 11:33-35

O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God!

how unsearchable are His judgments, and His ways past finding out!

For who hath known the mind of the Lord? or who hath been His counsellor? For of Him, and through Him, and to Him, are all things: to Whom be glory for ever. Amen. Or who hath first given to Him, and it shall be recompensed unto him again?

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Reflections on matters of life: “what is God’s will”

My soul; my confinement

So much tidying up work we have to perform in our souls!

As mentioned before, when one confesses with honesty & sincerity: “ I give myself to Christ” one offers only the known parts of one’s inner self! The person will continue to commit the same mistakes/sins as before due to lacking a deep understanding. Therefore we must each work diligently, patiently, courageously, until all the layers of our being will freely submit to Christ.

Our inner substrates and layers will not submit forcefully, or without our knowledge but in consonance with our understanding.

I urge each of you to start this dialogue “My Lord and My God, I entrust myself to Thou; be Thou my master”.

Do this honourably, sincerely and may each of us start working towards this personal victory.

We will then become like the saints who don’t have the mind subframes divided into, conscious subconscious and unconscious

They have reached a state whereby all is conscious.

Hence why the life of saints is so simple. Rest assured that so can be the life of every Christian who will walk this path and embrace this kind of life ethos.

We are in need to enter this battle, so that, our self will gradually become normal, will wholly give itself to Christ.

And only from here on, the person will become entirely wholly.

This can be acquired only with faith in Christ. Do not be expecting that all things will get resolve by themselves on the account of faith. It is necessary that faith’s final aim and result is the complete offering of oneself to Christ, wholly and with no reservations.

Some people preoccupy themselves with psychological issues and find an appropriate doctor for the purpose. They attend many psychology sessions and in such way bring out many emotions/memories of their unconscious, thus they put some order in their psychological state of mind.

However, this is where the mission ends, it brings about the benefit of a tidy mind and nothing more…

In as much as we are concerned, those who freely have embraced the vow of Christianity, we must enter the war zone in order to win ourselves to Christ.

And this isn’t because Christ’s grace would not save us, nor because our faith wouldn’t suffice, but it’s merely because when we say that we believe, our inner self doesn’t WHOLLY believe; when we say that we entrust ourselves to God, our inner self is partially reserved. And grace doesn’t reach in the deep substrates which haven’t entrusted themselves to God.

There are people who lived many years, elders who carry within themselves states of being which never emerged to surface and never made it into the workshop of God’s grace so these may be transfigured and healed, thus grace had never penetrated into these deep substrates.

On the outside, they were daily preoccupied with activities of the spirit, however, they hadn’t fully acquired the understanding of giving the inner self entirely, without reserve, to God. (“My soul, my confinement ” Arch. Simeon Kraiopoulos)

My soul; my confinement

Ramaging through York’s vaults

It was a frosty Thursday evening in South Oxhey; the trees displayed their crowns sumptuously, regardless of the sequencing of time or weather.

I paused my race and admired that one particular tree that greets me every morning on my way to work

Greetings and farewells said, I plunged behind my VW steering wheel and, foot on the pedal, I left in a wheel squick and smoke behind the car, heading towards Chigwell as fast as I felt capable to control my vehicle

There awaited my friend, as patiently as one could, given the time in the evening 9pm.

Whatever was left of Thursday had more plans for us, which did not involve sleeping, but a merry drive to Yorkshire, some 200miles away from where we were departing

Ramaging through York’s vaults

Hugo’s Quasimodo and my Esmeralda

Like Hugo’s Quasimodo, the embodiment of physical deformation, I too am a representation of deformation.

Only that my ugliness, hélas, is manifested through my poor character, lack of virtues, impoverished spiritual awareness, loathsome me.

Oh, sweet suffering, guide me on the paths where the Esmeralda of my personal story dwells

The sight of her beauty, elegance, softness and vitality, noble weakness and royal strength, last but not least, the display of an wild and free spirit revealed through her rebellious acts, aimed to constantly flee from the rigid and soul killing paramètres of ill constructed society rules, will mysteriously ignite the good courage within me, the flame sparkled by the admiration of a creation of My Creator, He Who Provides All, The All Seeing, All Encompassing.

The moment when encountering my Esmeralda, will then prompt the powers of my being to be unified in a formation I have no knowledge that exist within me.

And from that existential point I will then act, prompted and sustained by grace, in a manner that will forever, indubitably, irreversibly change the course of my destiny

If only I would know to recognise then……..the shape of my Esmeralda

Might she take the personality of the good Samaritan who, with no trace of dislike or disapproval, will closely look at my needs and bleeding wounds?!

Audaciously would the good Samaritan stand right by my side, before the eyes of my afflicters, who, by God’s providence, are each the incarnation of one of my passions who, for a change, manifest from outside of me rather than from within.

Boldly would the good Samaritan set free my wrists from the tightness of the chains which my penitence had acquired.

Hugo’s Quasimodo and my Esmeralda

Saint Seraphim of Viritsa’s Spiritual Testament

“This Was From Me”

“Aceasta, Eu am îngăduit”

By Metropolitan Manuel Lemeshevsky

Have you ever thought that everything that touches you touches Me as well?

For that which touches you touches the apple of My eye.

You are dear in my eyes, precious, and I have loved you; therefore it is a particular pleasure for Me to educate you.

Ghem

When temptations arise against you, and the enemy comes like a river, I want you to know—This was from Me.

Your weakness needs My strength, and your safety comes from giving Me the opportunity to fight for you.

If you find yourself in difficult circumstances, among people who do not understand you, who do not take what you like into consideration,

who alienate you—

This was from Me.

I am God, Who arranges circumstances.

It was no accident that you find yourself in the place where you are; this is the place I have appointed for you.

Did you not ask that I teach you humility?

Well, then, look: I have placed you in precisely that place, in that school, where this lesson is learned. Your surroundings and those who live with you are only fulfilling My will.

If you find yourself in financial difficulty, if you find it hard to make ends meet—This was from Me.

For I have your material means at my disposal. I want you to call unto Me, for you to be dependent upon Me.

My reserves are inexhaustible.

I want you to be confirmed in fidelity to Me and to My promises.

May it not be said to you in your need: “You did not believe in the Lord your God.”

Are you in a night of suffering? Are you separated from your loved ones and those close to your heart? This was from Me.

I am the Man of suffering, Who has tasted affliction. I have allowed this so that you would turn to Me, so that in Me you would find eternal comfort.

If you have been let down by your friend, to someone to whom you opened your heart—This was from Me.

I allowed this disappointment to touch you so that you would know that your best friend is the Lord. I want you to bring everything to Me and to speak to Me.

Has someone slandered you? Give this to Me, and bring your soul closer to Me, your Refuge, to hide from the “contradiction of the nations.”

I shall bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your judgment as the noonday. If your plans have been destroyed, if you are downtrodden in soul and tired—This was from Me.

You made plans, and brought them to Me, so that I would bless them. But I want you to leave Me in charge of the circumstances of your life, and then responsibility for everything will be Mine, for this is too difficult for you; by yourself you can not manage them, for you are only an instrument, and not the actor. If unanticipated problems of life have visited you, and if despondency has seized your heart, then know—This was from Me.

For I want your heart and your soul to be always aflame before My eyes; to conquer faint-heartedness of the soul in My name. If you do not hear from your dear ones and friends for a long time, and in your faint-heartedness fall into despondency and grumbling, know—

This was from Me.

By this anguish in your spirit, I test the strength of your faith in the surety of My promise and the strength of your boldness in prayer for these dear ones of yours. Was it not you who entrusted them to the Protection of My All-Pure Mother? Was it not you who once entrusted their care to My providential love? If serious illness, either temporary or incurable, has visited you, and has confined to your bed, then know—This was from Me.

For I want you to know Me even more deeply in you bodily infirmities, so that you would not grumble over this trial sent to you, that you would not try to penetrate My plans through different means for the salvation of people’s souls, but that you would uncomplainingly and submissively bow you neck under My goodness towards you.

If you have dreamed of performing some special deed for Me, and instead haven fallen onto a bed of sickness and weakness—This was from Me.

Then you would have been immersed in your activities, and I would not have been able to attract your thoughts to Me, for I want to teach you My deepest thoughts and lessons, so that you would be in My service. I want to teach you to recognize that you are nothing. Some of My best co-workers are those who have been cut off from vital activity, that they would learn to wield the weapon of unceasing prayer.

Have you unexpectedly been called to occupy a difficult and responsible position? Go, place it on Me. I entrust these difficulties to you so that the Lord God would bless you for this in all your deeds, on all your paths, in everything that will done by your hands. On this day I put into your hands a vessel of holy oil. Use it generously, My children! Every difficulty that arises, every word that insults you, every obstacle to your work that could elicit in you a feeling of annoyance, every revelation of your weakness and inability, shall be anointed with this oil.

Remember that every obstacle is a Divine instruction. Every sting will be dulled when you learn to see Me in everything that touches you. Therefore place the word I have declared to you today in your heart: This was from Me. For this is not an empty matter for you—this is your life.

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Translator’s note: Inasmuch as the above text was distributed for from hand-to-hand in samizdat form for several decades, printed versions include competing explanations of its authorship and origin. The most common attribution is to St Seraphim of Viritsa, who was said to have written it in 1937 to a certain bishop, his spiritual son, who was at the time in prison. It is almost entirely certain, however, that the author is in fact Metropolitan Manuel (Lemeshevsky) of Kuibyshev and Syzran (1884-1968).

It is known that St Seraphim of Viritsa and Metropolitan Manuel were acquainted, and therefore it could be speculated that this meditation represents the latter’s record of the saint’s spiritual teaching.

Translated from the original Russian by Hierodeacon Samuel, Monastery of St Job of Pochaev, Munich, Germany, for the Orthodox Christian Information Center.

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Christ The Eternal Tao

Chapter 81

The sole Bridegroom.

In His parables, Christ calls Himself the Bridegroom, meaning the Bridegroom of the human soul.

RichRd Wurmbrand tells a moving story of how, when in a Romanian prison, he prayed to Christ as the Bridegroom of his soul. One day -it was Good Friday- he was put in the carcer for having written “Jesus” on the cell wall.

The carcer was a cupboard built into a wall, just high enough to stand in, and twenty inches square, with a few small airholes and one hole for food to be pushed through. All the sides of the cupboard were studded with steel spikes so that only by standing rigidly upright could one avoid impalement.

When Wurmbrand would collapse feom miscle fatigue lacerating himself on the spikes the guards would let him out for a rest, then put him back in.

In that suffocating darkness he begum to repeat a short prayer which he composed at that moment: ” Jesus, dear Bridegroom of my soul, I love you.”

” The quiet beating of a loving heart is a music that carries far”, Wurmbrand writes , ” so I said this phrase to the same rhythm”. At first I seemed to hear the devil sneering, ” You love Him and he lets you suffer. If He’s all-powerful, why doesnt He take you out of the carcer?” I continued to say quietly “Jesus, dear Bridegroom of my soul, I love you.” In a short time i half ceased to think.

“Later i was often to practice this detachment in bad moments. Jesus says in the Gospel to St Matthew ” For in such an hour as you think not, the Son of Man comes”

This has been my experience if Him. Dont think and Christ will come, taking you by surprise”.

Quotes

“Now what is more marvelous than the divine beauty? What thought has more charm than the magnificence of God? What yearning of the soul is so keen and intolerable as that which comes from God upon the soul which is cleansed from all evil and cries with true affection: ‘I am wounded with love?’. Ineffable wholly and inexplicable are the flashes of the divine beauty.” (St. Basil the Great)

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Christ the Eternal Tao

Christ the Eternal Tao,

Chapter 71

by Hieromonk Damascene

Nu îți dezvălui formule,

grăi “Calea”

Nici nu construiesc probleme pe care să le descifrezi sau tâlcuiești.

Însă te voi tămădui în propria-Mi măsură a timpului

Imperceptibilă ție.

Cu mintea-ți galopând precum hergheliile de cai sălbatici, cauți răspunsuri la necunoscutele tale.

Deși ești îmbrăcat cu multă râvnă și lipsit de fățărnicie, doar esența tainei o poți pătrunde: “mintea nu poate cuprinde răspunsurile

Însă aceasta nu se trage în abatere

Ci, cu același avânt stârnit de doruri neînțelese

Încearcă și alte căi,

Năzuind ca măcar una dintre acestea

Va deschide dintr-o dată drumul către mult râvnitul trofeu: descătușarea din lanțul durerii.

Dar toate potecile conduc către un capăt fără finalitate, făr’ de înțeles.

Regăsindu-te astfel dinaintea unui zid de netrecut, un obstacol insurmontabil.

Înfrânt, cu capul plecat, respirația împrospătând plămânii, dinăuntru’ se face simțită o mișcare lină ca o adiere, ca un șipot de izvor curat, ce încreionează în aburi străvezii, conturul icoanei grăitoare a suferinței.

Căci durerea este prezentă și lucrătoare, având finalități definite.

Și poate fi asemuită cu o febră înnebunitoare care arde, curățind astfel tot ce este stricăcios .

Doar cu durerea te tămăduiesc, fără de care vei muri înnecat în puroiul beteșugurile tale.

Prin durere te pot transfigura către desăvârșire

Fără aceasta, te-ai regăsi ca un străin în Împărăția Mea

Așadar, nu mai căuta răspunsuri cu sau fără matrixuri, nici probleme pe care să le deslușești prin logici bine întemeiate.

Îți cer doar să fii răbdător

Așteaptă-Mă cu simțurile în liniștire

În timp ce Eu, din microuniversul tău lăuntric

Îți voi vindeca rărunchii și toate mădularele le voi îmbălsăma.

Astfel încât, transfigurat și pregătit pentru Împărăția Mea

Vei fi ajuns la măsura înțelegerii tainice ca ceva s-a întâmplat.

Doar atât ți se va da să cunoști

Nu ai trebuință de gânduri

Vino, căci Eu te primesc în bucuria Mea nestricăcioasă

Tu, care ai așteptat cu credincioșie, în liniștire umilincioasă, pătimind, pentru nașterea ta întru viața cea veșnică, alături de Mine!

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I give you no formulas, says the Way,

I give you no equations.

But I will heal you in My own time,

In My own way,

Imperceptible to you.

Your mind races, seeking a solution;

But there is no solution that can be grasped by the mind.

Your mind tries every avenue,

Thinking that at least one will open up suddenly on the longed-for goal: “freedom from pain”.

But every avenue is a dead-end;

You are up against the wall,

The goal is not reached.

That is because the pain is there for a reason.

It is like a maddening fever that burns up and drives out disease.

By it alone do I heal you.

Without it you will die in your sickness.

By it alone do I change you unto perfection.

Without it you will be as a foreigner in My Kingdom.

Seek no formula.

Seek no equation.

Only be patient: Wait on Me while I do my unseen work inside you.

When you are changed and fit for My Kingdom,

You will know that something happened,

And that is all you will know.

But there is no need for thought.

Enter, then, into My joy,

You who have waited, in devotion, in My pain.

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Brendan Pelphrey

I imagine that most people who read “Christ, the Eternal Tao” believe that the idea of comparing Christ to Tao originated with Fr Seraphim (Rose) or perhaps with Monk Damascene. While it is true that Fr Seraphim studied Chinese in California, where he experimented with translating the Tao Te Ching, the Christian idea was already old. In popular translations of the New Testament since the 19th century the Gospel of John begins, “In the beginning was (lit. “you have”) Tao and the Tao was with God, and God was the Tao.” The Norwegian Lutheran missionary Dr Karl Ludvig Reichelt used this concept powerfully in his dialogue with Buddhists in China, beginning in 1906. He was probably first to use the phrase, “Christ the Eternal Tao,” although it is possible that Persian Christians in China in the 6th-9th centuries already used this concept. In the Christ Temple, which is still in use at Tao Fong Shan (“Mountain of the Tao-Wind”) near Shatin, Hong Kong, over the altar are the large characters for “Tao became flesh”–a concept which is impossible in Buddhism or Taoism. Tao Fong Shan is still a place for Christian-Buddhist dialogue. While later missionaries like Reichelt connected Tao with Christ (since Tao and Logos are nearly identical concepts), some Catholic missionaries connected Tao with the Trinity. For further reading see “Karl Ludvig Reichelt and Tao Fong Shan” by Sverre Holth (Tao Fong Shan) and “Fra Nanking til Tao Fong Shan”, Den Nordiske Kristne Buddhistmisjon, Oslo, 1987; or contact Areopagus Denmark online (Copenhagen).

For ten years my wife and I were missionaries in Hong Kong and lived at Tao Fong Shan most of that time. Interesting story: Once a Chinese tour guide brought a group of Chinese tourists into the temple on Sunday just as we were about to start the Liturgy. I heard her tell everyone that this was a Taoist temple, so I walked down and corrected her that it was a Christian temple. She said “But it used to be Taoist.” I said “No, it was always Christian.” She said, “But it says ‘Tao’ over the altar.” I asked her to read all of it, so she read the characters, “Tao became flesh.” I asked, “Is that possible?” She said, No way! So I said, “Christians are the true Taoists. Jesus is the Tao in flesh.” She said this was very hard to grasp and she would think about it; and then she hurried her group out of the church.

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Christ the Eternal Tao

Cain & Abel

https://www.biblicalarchaeology.org/daily/people-cultures-in-the-bible/people-in-the-bible/cain-and-abel-in-the-bible/

The first two brothers of the first family in history. The only brothers in the world. The saddest, the most tragic. Why do they hold such an important place in our collective memory, which the Bible represents for so many of us? Mean, ugly, immoral, oppressive—their story disturbs and frightens. It haunted mankind then and still does, working its way into our nightmares.

At first we become attached to Cain. He shares with his younger brother, Abel, the generous idea of offering gifts to the Lord. But for this, Abel might never have felt the need to do the same. For reasons the text does not bother to explain, however, God accepts the gift from Abel after refusing the gift from Cain.

An unjust Creator of the World? Already? How can we understand this favoritism? What did Abel do so great, beautiful or praiseworthy as to merit the divine sympathy denied to his brother? Cain, innocent victim of unprecedented heavenly discrimination—how can we not wonder about his fate?

As always, the midrasha comes to the rescue in our attempt to fill the gaps left by the biblical text. There we learn that God would have preferred Abel’s gifts—they were of choicer quality.

Until then brothers united, surely devoted one to the other, the two would never be close again. A fight erupted. And Cain killed Abel.

 
For the first time in history, death occurs. And the first death in history, it is worth underlining, was a murder. Of course we are angry at Cain. Nevertheless, it is not difficult to understand his resentment, even his rage. But he should have restrained himself. One does not kill an innocent person, and certainly not one’s brother. If Cain wished to reproach someone, he should have addressed God, and not his younger brother. Abel succeeded in winning God’s favor? Cain, the older brother, should have been pleased for Abel! Was Cain unable to control his anger? Well, that is understandable. But to throw himself on his more fortunate brother and kill him! Too much!

In the midrashic literature, the antagonism between the two brothers is not limited to the story about their offerings to the Lord. In the midrash, they inherited their dispute from their parents: Cain took the land for himself, and Abel received everything else. Another midrashic suggestion: Cherchez la femme—so let us look for the woman. According to this explanation, the two brothers were both in love with their mother; in another version, with their sister. A third theory: Each wanted to have the Temple of Jerusalem built in his domain. In short, the first fight in human history was also the first religious war.

These three hypotheses suggest an interesting viewpoint—that Cain is not the sole guilty party. God’s role in this quarrel is no longer the main issue. We can now consider each of the participants as an accomplice.

As a matter of fact, at a still higher level, the Talmud does not hesitate to insinuate precisely this. It asks, “Since there is no death without sin, why did Abel merit death?” There is a marvelous answer. It relies on the text, which says, “Cain spoke to his brother Abel. And when they were in the field, Cain set upon his brother and killed him.” But the text makes no mention of what Cain told Abel before killing him, nor what Abel answered. Is it possible that Abel did not pay attention to what his brother said? That Abel’s mind was elsewhere? Was that his sin? His brother, rebuffed, rejected, needed to tell someone of his grief—and he, Abel, was not even listening! This insensitivity is what makes him guilty.
 

 
Some of our sources go very far in pleading Cain’s case. When God accused him of murder, he could have made a convincing argument: “How was I to know that by hitting Abel he would die, since no one had lost his life before him?” Or, “Since You did not want me to kill my brother, why didn’t You stop me from going all the way? If a thief penetrates into a forbidden garden, is it not the guard’s fault?”

Cain nevertheless remains the archetypal murderer. His flash of anger is not enough to make it a crime of passion worthy of extenuating circumstances. If he was justified in holding a grudge, it should have been against God; he was wrong to lay the blame on his brother. Had he cried out to the heavens to express his pain, even to vent his rage, all would have been forgiven. Powerless against God, Cain took vengeance on the only being near him. That was his fault. And his crime.

Is this the lesson, profoundly human and humanistic, we should draw from this somber story? Perhaps. But there is a second lesson: Two men may be brothers and still become the victim or the killer of the other. And a third: He who kills, kills his brother.

http://www.ancient-hebrew.org/m/articles_cainandabel.ht

We have all heard the story of Cain and Abel. Two brothers bring their sacrifices to God; Abel’s sacrifice is accepted, but Cain’s sacrifice is not. Out of jealousy, Cain take’s his brother out into the field and kills him. Because of Cain’s sin, he is branded with a mark and sent away. However, if we carefully study the text, we find that there is much, much more, to this story. 

Their Names 

Let’s begin with their names. The names Cain and Abel come from the Greek Septuagint, a 2,000 year old Greek translation of the Hebrew Bible, where their names are written as “Kain” and “Abel.” These names are the Greek transliterations of the Hebrew. In Hebrew, Cain is קין (qayin) and Abel is הבל (havel). 

The word קין (qayin, from the root QN) means to acquire or possess something which is why Eve (chavah in Hebrew) said “I have gotten/acquired (qanah, also from the root QN) a man” (Gen 4:1). The word הבל (havel) means to be empty, often translated as vain or vanity in the sense of being empty of substance. 

The Hebrew word for “name” is shem and literally means breath or character. In Hebrew thought, ones name is reflective of one’s character and the Hebraic meanings of the names of “Cain and Abel” are windows into their characters. Cain is a possessor, one who has substance while Abel is empty of substance. 

This may seem odd to us, because we have always assumed that Abel was the good guy and Cain the bad, but this is an oversimplification of the facts, as according to their names, a reflection of their character, Cain is what we would call “a man of character,” but Abel is “vain.” 

Their Births 

It is a well-known fact that Jacob and Esau were twins, but what is not commonly known is that Cain and Abel were also twins. In the normal Hebraic accounting of multiple births the conception then birth of each child is mentioned such as we can see in Genesis 29:32-33 where it states that Leah conceived and bore a son, and then she conceived again and bore a son. Note that there are two conceptions and two births. But notice how it is worded in Genesis 4:1-2. 

Now Adam knew Eve his wife, and she conceived and bore Cain; And again, she bore his brother Abel. (RSV)

Notice that there is only one conception, but two births. The Hebrew word for “again” is asaph, meaning to add something, in this case the birthing of Abel was added to the birthing of Cain. Cain and Abel were twins. 

Their professions 

According to the Biblical text, Abel was a shepherd. The KJV uses the word “keeper,” but the Hebrew word ro’eh means shepherd. Cain is a “tiller of the ground.” The Hebrew word translated as “tiller” is o’ved, which literally means a “servant.” The word o’ved, is the participle form of the verb avad and the verb avad is found in Genesis 3:23 where it states that when Adam was expelled from the garden he was sent to “till” (avad) the ground. Therefore, Cain, who is the older of the twins, takes on the profession of his father, a very common occurrence in the Hebrew culture. I should note that while Adam, Eve, Cain and Abel are not Hebrews by definition, they are the forefathers of the Hebrew people. 

Their sacrifices 

When the two boys brought their sacrifices to God, Cain, the farmer, brought fruit from the ground he worked and Abel, the shepherd, brought sheep from his flock. We are then told that God had respect for Abel’s sacrifice, but not for Cain’s, but we are not told why Cain’s sacrifice was not respected. 

Something of interest that can be gleaned from this story is that we often assume the first commands by God were given to Moses at Mt. Sinai, but this is evidently not the case, God gave his commands, or at least some of them, to Adam and Eve and their children and it is apparent from the narrative that Abel obeyed those commands, but Cain did not. 

Because God did not respect Cain’s sacrifice Cain was angry and sad. Then God gives him some instructions. The first of these is; ” If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted?” God is telling him that he can overcome this; all he has to do in the future is bring the correct sacrifice, and all will be well. Then God says, ” and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door.” In other words, if you continue to bring me the wrong sacrifices, you will sin. Lastly God says, ” And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him.” It is assumed by most that the “his” and “him” in this verse is “sin,” however, this is impossible. 

It is important to understand that in Hebrew all nouns are either masculine or feminine. For instance, the earth is feminine, but the sky (heaven) is masculine and the word for fish is feminine, but the word for bird is masculine. The Hebrew word for sin is hhatah, which is a feminine noun. If the “his” and “him,” which by the way are the correct gender for the pronouns in the Hebrew text, were referring to “sin,” then the correct pronouns would have been “hers” and “her.” We can then conclude that the “his” and “him” are referring to something or someone other than sin. 

Their Relationship 

Let’s take a closer look at that the last part of what God told Cain. Here is a literal rendering of this passage from the Hebrew; “and toward you is his desire but you will rule over him.” Now, let’s go back to the previous chapter (Genesis 3:16) where God is speaking to Eve about her relationship with Adam; “and toward your husband is your desire, but he will rule over you.” Did you notice that these two passages, aside from the gender of the pronouns and to whom the passages are referring too, are identical? 

In the passage about Adam and Eve, Eve is to follow her husband and her husband is to rule over her. In the passage about Cain and Abel, “he” is to follow Cain and Cain is to rule over “him.” So who is the “he” and “him?” It has to be Abel. Remember that Cain was born first and is therefore, according to Hebrew tradition, the leader. But apparently, Abel is attempting to take over the leadership, possibly because he felt superior to Cain as his sacrifice was accepted by God. Also, don’t forget that Cain’s character was one of substance and Abel’s was one of vanity. 

The Murder 

The King James Version translates Genesis 4:8 as follows. 

And Cain talked with Abel his brother: and it came to pass, when they were in the field, that Cain rose up against Abel his brother, and slew him. 

This is a pretty straight-forward passage, but it has been altered in order for it to make sense. It is not uncommon for the translators to “fix” the text so that it can be understood by the reader easily. In my opinion they do a disservice to the reader by hiding these problems. I am of the opinion that the translator should remain true to the Hebrew text and then footnote their opinions. The very first part of that verse actually reads, from the Hebrew, “And Cain said to his brother.” 

What did Cain say to his brother? We don’t know, that is missing from the text. The King James translators fixed this by changing the word from “said” to “talked.” This may sound trivial, but you must understand that every time the Hebrew uses vai’yomer (and said) the conversation follows, but not here. At some point when the scroll was being copied, a copier accidently skipped over what was said by Cain. 

Here is this verse from Young’s Literal Translation.

And Cain saith unto Abel his brother, {‘Let us go into the field;’} and it cometh to pass in their being in the field, that Cain riseth up against Abel his brother, and slayeth him. 

Young’s remains true to the Hebrew, but adds, “Let us go into the field.” Where did Young’s get this? From the Greek Septuagint, which reads as follows. 

And Cain said to Abel his brother, Let us go out into the plain; and it came to pass that when they were in the plain Cain rose up against Abel his brother, and slew him. 

Where did the Septuagint get the “Let us go out into the plain?” We don’t know. Either they were translating from a Hebrew scroll that includes the conversation, or they “fixed” the text by adding the sentence in order for the passage to make sense. 

The reason that I bring up this problem in the text is so that you will recognize that there is a problem in the text and we do not know with certainty all of the facts in this murder. But in any case, Cain does murder his brother and he is punished for it, which by the way, is more evidence that God gave his commands to Adam and Eve, long before he gave them to Moses, here specifically the commandment, “you shall not murder” (Exodus 20:13). 

The punishment 

The first punishment for Cain is that he is will no longer be able to work the ground. 

And now you are cursed from the ground, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. When you till the ground, it shall no longer yield to you its strength;(RSV, Genesis 4:11-12a)

The second punishment is banishment. 

you shall be a fugitive and a wanderer on the earth. (RSV, Genesis 4:12b)

Cain is distressed by this punishment and says to God, according to the translations; 

My punishment is greater than I can bear (RSV, Genesis 4:13). 

This implies that there is no remorse in Cain and he is more worried about his punishment than the evil act he did to his brother. However, the Hebrew word translated as punishment is avon, which means “iniquity” or “guilt.” With this understanding, he is actually saying, “My guilt is greater than I can bear.” With this translation we see great remorse. Cain then continues to say, 

Behold, thou hast driven me this day away from the ground; and from thy face I shall be hidden; and I shall be a fugitive and a wanderer on the earth, and whoever finds me will slay me. (RSV, Genesis 4:14)

Grace and Mercy 

It is often taught that the Old Testament taught Law and the NT taught Grace. However we find throughout the Old Testament instances where God shows Grace. The story of Noah, the exodus of the Israelites and many others are stories of grace and this story is no different as God grants mercy, grace and hope to Cain. 

Then the LORD said to him, “Not so! If any one slays Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold.” And the LORD put a mark on Cain, lest any who came upon him should kill him. (RSV, Genesis 4:15)

God evidently believed that Cain’s murder did not deserve death, either by his or anyone else’s hand and this may be a sign that there is more to this murder story than we are told. Don’t forget that the conversation between Cain and Abel is not known for sure and it is also possible that there are elements of this story that have not been passed down to us. 

What is the mark that God placed on Cain? We of course cannot know with any certainty, but there are some clues. The Hebrew word translated as “mark” is the word ‘ot, which is used in the Biblical text for a “sign.” This word is also used in non-Biblical texts for a “letter,” as in a letter of the alphabet. 

And the LORD said to him, “Go through the city, through Jerusalem, and put a mark upon the foreheads of the men who sigh and groan over all the abominations that are committed in it.” (RSV, Ezekiel 9:4)

In the above passage, the Hebrew word for the “mark” is tav, which is last letter of the Hebrew alphabet. The above passage would be better translated as, “and put a ‘tav’ upon the foreheads.” In the Ancient Hebrew alphabet, the letter tav was written as a picture of two crossed sticks, a cross if you will, and is a sign of a covenant. 

It is possible that the “mark” God placed on Cain was the letter tav and may also be a sign that God was in covenant relationship with Cain. 

Conclusion 

As I mentioned at the beginning of this article, if we carefully examine the text more closely we will find that there is much more to the story of Cain and Abel then most of us have been taught. I don’t have all of the answers; in fact, as I study the Biblical text carefully, I will usually wind up with more questions than I do answers. But this is what Bible study is all about. It is not about getting all the answers, it is about the search. It is not about the destination, it is about the journey.

Cain & Abel

My journey to Mount Moriah

Jehovah-jireh

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Jehovah will see; i.e., will provide, the name given by Abraham to the scene of his offering up the ram which was caught in the thicket on Mount Moriah. The expression used in  Genesis 22:14 , “in the mount of the Lord it shall be seen,” has been regarded as equivalent to the saying, “Man’s extremity is God’s opportunity.”

Moriah

The hill on which the temple of Jerusalem was built, 2 Chronicles 3:1. appears to have been the same place where Abraham was about to offer up Isaac, Genesis 22:1-2; and where David interceded for his people at the threshing-floor of Araunah, 2 Samuel 24:16-25.

On reaching the site of sacrifice, Abraham set about the preparations and readied a knife to slay his son. Isaac was asked to lie on the sacrificial altar. Just as he was about to raise the knife to strike…

…an angel appeared and stopped Abraham. Pointing to a ram caught in the bushes, the angel told Abraham to sacrifice it in place of his son.

God was done with “testing” Abraham and Isaac, and both had cleared it in an exemplary manner.

Following the divine test, when Abraham returned home, Sarah had left this world.

Jewish texts say that she was 127 years-old at the time.

Other sources are known to have stated that she probably died of because she could not withstand the surge of euphoria in her, on receiving the news that her dear son, Isaac was indeed alive.

ISAAC personality

The figure of even a great man may be dwarfed by comparison with that of a distinguished father or of a famous son. Thus the character of Isaac is overshadowed by the majesty of Abraham and the dramatic interest of Jacob. There was a third factor which diminished the importance of Isaac; he was the husband of a clever and masterful wife. No matter how exciting the scene in which he may appear, he is always assigned to a minor part. At least, by contrast with these other actors, his role in life was prosaic, uneventful, obscure.

Charles Erdman

Apart from being Isaac’s wife (Genesis 24:15)Rebekah was the daughter of Abraham’s brother. Rebekah and Isaac were first cousins.

(Genesis 26:7)On arriving in Gerar, the men of the city asked about Rebekah. Isaac told them that Rebekah was his sister. Isaac said this because he was afraid that the men of Gerar might kill him in order to take Rebekah.

Maybe Isaac and Rebekah were not brother and sister, but there was a close family relationship. Was this really a lie? How would you define “lie?” Is it wrong to lie to protect yourself?

Who was Isaac’s role model for this lie? Whose example did Isaac follow? (See Genesis 12:10-13 and 20:1-2)

(Genesis 26:8)Abimelech discovered Isaac’s lie when he looked down from a window and saw Isaac caressing Rebekah.

(Genesis 26:9-11)Abimelech confronted Isaac with the truth and criticized him because Isaac’s sin could have caused the men of Gerar to sin. He went on to give orders to all the people of Gerar to leave Isaac and Rebekah alone or be put to death.

The Land of Moriah, Mount Moriah, and The Site of Solomon’s Temple in Biblical Historiography

 [2 Chr 3:1]) in Hebrew Bible historiography. It will also suggest an explanation both for the failure of 1 Kings 6 to give the precise location of the Temple and for the fact that such details are to be found in the parallel passage, 2 Chronicles 3.

My journey to Mount Moriah